WOW ! Time has gone too fast and YES UPSR is finally over ! Now is the time to feel what FREEDOM is meant for. Since UPSR is tip top off the Impotant List, I'm free to do what ever I wanna. Well, not that free. I have to pray so that I can have my 5A's. Seriously with all those LEARN - SO - HARD - TILL - BRAIN - FALLS - OUT thing had finally ended ! Guess what ? No school tomorrow and damn happy for that. I get to go online again !
Schedule for these few days after UPSR is so tight ! With the raya, hangouts and open houses ! Man busy gak ann ? K lah.. have a few ppl to 'lyn' in Facebook (;
Chiao ! ;D
Dear Public Online Diary:)
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Updates , Stress Releasing and Stories about a broken friendship heart .
Heeeey Blog Readers ;)
Baru je balik from kampung at Perak . Patutnye balik for kenduri but my nenek tukar to hari Ahad . But we werent free on that time so we terpaksa balik . Heee , cannot happen lah yg puasa is on this Wednesday ! Then after puasa plak is Raya a week after raya plak is UPSR :O cepatnyee mase berlalu ..
My results are semakin BAD BAD BAD BAD ! I can never score on BM Pemahaman and Science LaHH . Nk kte susah ade la yg x brape susah nk kte senang NOT AT ALL . I need a tutor (:
What else do have in mind ?
Owh yeah ! School !! As usual SCHOOL ROXX ! Haha , but now I wanna say about SANDMAN . Sandman is dreadfully falling apart . Not that we're fighting or whatever. But here's the storrrry :
Nurin and Aliaa wanted to know how Hanis got into Sandman , well ... Aisya bragged her in cz ME and Aisya were Hanis's Bff last year . So Nurin wanted to bring Natasya into Najeha's (Hanis Najeha) place . But maybe it wasn't properly discussed so Nurin and Umairah decided to rehat with Natasya . Only 3 of them . So okay la . Then Aliaa told me ade this THE B's CLUB . Sandman tetiba mcm "Wth ? Another gang ? Dah la rehat together . Not wif sandman lak tuh." We sabar-ed ? So then the only ones who left to rehat with are Me , Aliaa , Syahirah and Hanis . Then Quraisha stepped in since she mcm x nk lyn sgt at Nadhrah , afrina and syeera. U know .. we have to be friendly so okay Quraisha is considered gantian rehat fween :B But something wasn't right jer when Aliaa nk pg sleepover Afrina tuh wif Nadhrah . Mcm Aliaa nk msk geng die owg je . Tahu la non of the sandman ade BILIK BESAR mcm Afrina .. So aliaa nk la dgn die owg .. NO OFFENSE TAU AFRINA AND NADHRAH! BUT. I WANNA RELEASE MY STRESS AU .. Maybe I'm jealous or maybe she's not hanging out anymore with the sandman but this hurts ): To Aliaa : Secara baik2 lah Aliaa ... Kalu awk nk dgn geng die org pg lah . There's only 2 choice u could choose : US or THEM ? Not only me yg sket hati that ur ALWAYS hanging out with them but Syahirah and Naje too . If u pick them , then OFFICIALLY lah pg je la . If u pick US , then agak2 la nk join sape !!! ok ? :)
Huh ... wow ! rse cam nk jerit je . Hanis pon always feel left out disbbkan ME always nk dgn aliaa . Bknnye ape , but if I dont spend time with her nnt .. she mcm the whole time spending with Nadhrah and Afrina . Tahu2 la Naje ,, kite kene seimbangkan . kalo x .. maksudnye aliaa tu dh jd geng die org la . Yg ni plak kesian kat Syahirah x de kwn ): She layan je spe yg ade . WE (Me , Hanis and Syahirah) FEEL LEFT OUT CZ WERE THE ONLY SANDMAN LEFT OKAYH ? ): Blurghh . Kalo anything worst happens ... I TARIK DIRI .
Zipp it . Da marah dh nie ... sabar2 . woogh ! -___-' sadness , K arr . Nothing else en ? Burbeez ;)
Baru je balik from kampung at Perak . Patutnye balik for kenduri but my nenek tukar to hari Ahad . But we werent free on that time so we terpaksa balik . Heee , cannot happen lah yg puasa is on this Wednesday ! Then after puasa plak is Raya a week after raya plak is UPSR :O cepatnyee mase berlalu ..
My results are semakin BAD BAD BAD BAD ! I can never score on BM Pemahaman and Science LaHH . Nk kte susah ade la yg x brape susah nk kte senang NOT AT ALL . I need a tutor (:
What else do have in mind ?
Owh yeah ! School !! As usual SCHOOL ROXX ! Haha , but now I wanna say about SANDMAN . Sandman is dreadfully falling apart . Not that we're fighting or whatever. But here's the storrrry :
Nurin and Aliaa wanted to know how Hanis got into Sandman , well ... Aisya bragged her in cz ME and Aisya were Hanis's Bff last year . So Nurin wanted to bring Natasya into Najeha's (Hanis Najeha) place . But maybe it wasn't properly discussed so Nurin and Umairah decided to rehat with Natasya . Only 3 of them . So okay la . Then Aliaa told me ade this THE B's CLUB . Sandman tetiba mcm "Wth ? Another gang ? Dah la rehat together . Not wif sandman lak tuh." We sabar-ed ? So then the only ones who left to rehat with are Me , Aliaa , Syahirah and Hanis . Then Quraisha stepped in since she mcm x nk lyn sgt at Nadhrah , afrina and syeera. U know .. we have to be friendly so okay Quraisha is considered gantian rehat fween :B But something wasn't right jer when Aliaa nk pg sleepover Afrina tuh wif Nadhrah . Mcm Aliaa nk msk geng die owg je . Tahu la non of the sandman ade BILIK BESAR mcm Afrina .. So aliaa nk la dgn die owg .. NO OFFENSE TAU AFRINA AND NADHRAH! BUT. I WANNA RELEASE MY STRESS AU .. Maybe I'm jealous or maybe she's not hanging out anymore with the sandman but this hurts ): To Aliaa : Secara baik2 lah Aliaa ... Kalu awk nk dgn geng die org pg lah . There's only 2 choice u could choose : US or THEM ? Not only me yg sket hati that ur ALWAYS hanging out with them but Syahirah and Naje too . If u pick them , then OFFICIALLY lah pg je la . If u pick US , then agak2 la nk join sape !!! ok ? :)
Huh ... wow ! rse cam nk jerit je . Hanis pon always feel left out disbbkan ME always nk dgn aliaa . Bknnye ape , but if I dont spend time with her nnt .. she mcm the whole time spending with Nadhrah and Afrina . Tahu2 la Naje ,, kite kene seimbangkan . kalo x .. maksudnye aliaa tu dh jd geng die org la . Yg ni plak kesian kat Syahirah x de kwn ): She layan je spe yg ade . WE (Me , Hanis and Syahirah) FEEL LEFT OUT CZ WERE THE ONLY SANDMAN LEFT OKAYH ? ): Blurghh . Kalo anything worst happens ... I TARIK DIRI .
Zipp it . Da marah dh nie ... sabar2 . woogh ! -___-' sadness , K arr . Nothing else en ? Burbeez ;)
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Wanna Know What You Think
Oke , so .. nak tnye sket . Sakit x hati kalo ur best friend ke , gf or bf or sister or cousin or neighbour or wtv .. asyik hangout with other ppl that are not in ur gang . And padahal actually those ppl are being hated by lotsa ppl . And everytime u wanna get near to them , the ppl they always rapat sgt just tarik them away from you ! Well , this is not what I'm feeling laah . Just asking jer . SAKET TAK ATIE ?! :O
Huhu
Urgh , die sombong la sekarang , x nk lyn org dh . Kwn ape la kan . rse 2 mcm x nk kwn je pon ade .
Another story ......
I made a rapping song I made myself :D
My name is Diana , they call me Di . I dunno why but I agreed , it was in April when I first felt this way , I got a little dizzy then dropped it away . Cz I was like cryin' and laughin' the whole day , till I forget the way how I tell them to say that ... I.....I...I... am Di ..... ana . Ouh , I.....I.....I... am Di...ana :DD HAHA !
Kewl x ? L0Lz . Chiao ~
Another story ......
I made a rapping song I made myself :D
My name is Diana , they call me Di . I dunno why but I agreed , it was in April when I first felt this way , I got a little dizzy then dropped it away . Cz I was like cryin' and laughin' the whole day , till I forget the way how I tell them to say that ... I.....I...I... am Di ..... ana . Ouh , I.....I.....I... am Di...ana :DD HAHA !
Kewl x ? L0Lz . Chiao ~
Airplanes
A song what I call to cry about . Hayati the lyrics :)
Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now
[B.o.B - Verse 1]
Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin'
The smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness
And when you're starin' at that phone in yo' lap
And hopin', but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand
Soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplanes airplanes
Sorry I'm late
I'm on my way
So don't close that gate
If I don't make that
Then I switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it
By the end of the night
[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
[B.o.B - Verse 2]
Yeah
Yeah
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job
Before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tapes
And back before I tried to cover up my slate
But this is for Decatur
What's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand
And then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes
[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now
[B.o.B - Verse 1]
Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin'
The smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness
And when you're starin' at that phone in yo' lap
And hopin', but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand
Soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplanes airplanes
Sorry I'm late
I'm on my way
So don't close that gate
If I don't make that
Then I switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it
By the end of the night
[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
[B.o.B - Verse 2]
Yeah
Yeah
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job
Before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tapes
And back before I tried to cover up my slate
But this is for Decatur
What's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand
And then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes
[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Love The Way You Lie
Lgu ni pon seap didengar . Theres some rap in it ! So , best lah ! Eminem ft. Rihanna .
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love her
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back
Here we go again, it's so insane
'Cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em
It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know you 'cause today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 1 - Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight all I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate
It's like I'm huffin' paint and I love her
The more I suffer, I suffocate
Right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fuckin' hates me and I love it, Wait!
Where you going? I'm leaving you.
No you ain't. Come back. We're running right back
Here we go again, it's so insane
'Cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind in his back
She's Lois Lane, but when it's bad, it's awful
I feel so ashamed, I snapped, "Who's that dude?"
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 2 - Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much,
you could barely breathe when you with 'em?
You meet, and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling, yeah, them chills, used to get 'em
Now you gettin' fuckin' sick of lookin' at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em, never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit 'em
You push, pull each other's hair, scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down, pin 'em, so lost in the moments when you're with 'em
It's the fate that took over, it controls you both
So they say, you're best to go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know you 'cause today,
That was yesterday, yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over
But you promised her, next time you'd show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it "window pane"
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
[Verse 3 - Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back, it wasn't you, Baby, it was me.
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time? There won't be no next time
I apologize, even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games, I just want her back. I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin' leave again,
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna
[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
Vanilla Twilight
I love this song so much , I sing it everyday in my bath :D Haha , mne de . I wanna share the lyircs.
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
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